Losing.

I feel like im losing my bestfriend and it bludy hurts, ive just lost to much people latley. Typicall promise everything will still be the same and nothing will change but fuck dose everything change, once somethings done there is no way back and just if you want you can move on, and if you do it depends on you how to handle it. So i just dont want to go through it again and i just hope not, but they are so many things hidden, so much things not said, not talked about, that sometimes it hard to know how to mend the situation. Nothings imposible but obviesly some things are damn hard they just want to make you give up. But given up isnt an option.